I’ve been thinking
about a lot something recently. I mean I over think almost all the time but
this thing has been sticking inside my brain since last spring. And now it’s
winter. Sweet and lovely winter. So I was thinking how man used to live for
maybe hundred years in the early times, how they had enough time to think of
future yet they used to enjoy their present which resulted into inventions like
fire, wheel or whatever. My science is weak, just saying. So they had a shit
load of time to think for future yet they lived their present, and now when a
man lives approximately for 60 to 80 years, he wastes his time in thinking
about the future and ignoring the present. He lives present for a better future
and when future comes… it never comes. So probably this is kind of a
malfunction, or a bug that probably shifted the purpose in the history. THEY
were to think of future while they had time, WE were to live in present while
we didn’t. So like it’s a wonderful flaw, a beautiful yet ugly bug in our
system. I once took a workshop about this motivation and stuff and I only went
there because my friends were going and I didn’t wanted to end up alone in the future
eating ice cream and feeling lonely- sorry that went a little far. So I was attending
this workshop when this speaker with a mutant face said how an individual is
born, studies, works, dies. That’s it, a life of an average person based on
four simple words. There’s no invention in between, no story to tell, no art to
share , not even a single fragment that could indicate that this little person
was even alive or not. And I think the whole world follows this God damn
pattern. Unless when we see those who choose to not follow this path, at first
we laugh, then we admire, then we praise, then we wish to be him. And to think
how to get out of this pattern is pretty much easy I must tell you. What it
takes is a push, a little push which no one is willing to give you except you
yourself. When you decide to actually do something creative, that’s when you
know that you encouraged yourself because it’s clear this world hates you. It
literally hates you and wants to hunt you down. Some of you might be like “Neih
my friends are FAAAbulous” we I say grow up raspberry bottom, this is not how
it works. I’m sorry if I’m messing up with your mind at the moment, shaking you
from your wonderful fantasy to reality, but that’s I see things. Now consider
this as an advice…either live with born, studies, works , dies method, or add
new achievements between them.
-Zain Rizwan
